sup lol. i've moved. http://eeekk.livejournal.com/ :D



im contemplating. should i move to lj?



happy national day?

i did some e.math with xinhui today. permutation and combination. we still dont quite get the hang of it though. mummy wanted me home for lunch, and then i get the honour to sit in while pooper and his friends jam. the guys were fooling around, and they hurt my ears when they did back in black. aww.

uhh. what else.

global warming can trigger a new ice age. if climate change disrupts ocean currents, things could get very chilly and polar bears will own our asses. GLOBAL WARMING MUST COME TO AN END! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH.

http://www.commondreams.org/views04/0130-11.htm
http://www.whoi.edu/page.do?pid=12455&tid=282&cid=10046
http://www.guardian.co.uk/climatechange/story/0,12374,1083419,00.html



yeah like finally, i got my black skinny jeans. went for swensens with jiaying, ka, and sha. ALL OF US HAD BAKED RICE! :D


gee, it isnt even national day yet.



peter pan isn't with me currently, so i thought i'd blog this out.

why do the americans have barkyards three times the size of our school field, or something to that extent. we're like some third world country, we need to be colonised. i wish the americans or canadians or some english-speaking country will come colonise us and ban the use of chinese. or i'll somehow wake up and realise it's a just a stupid nightmare, and that i'm actually living in north carolina.

but just in case this isn't a dream and we're going to be an independent country forever. ok so yeah, like, yeah i want to apply for the UWC thing. i seriously wanna get out of the country, and the only thing i'll miss around here is the food. but i'm such a wuss, i need my mummy and daddy. i'm still considering. not like i'll get the scholarship though, cos i suck.

what else.

oh i failed a.math paper 1, so stfu about me and a.math already.



why cant i be born somewhere else? like, france. or italy. holland is good too. and australia is the shizz. but i wanna be a canadian damn it. or american. why didn't my forefathers hitchhike a slow boat to america like the jlc people when they decided to leave their dismal life in china, why must i be stuck in this godforsaken shithole. its so pathetic and boring here. and obviously, social studies propaganda don't seem to work. i have something against my chinesey roots ughhhh. besides, caucasians look like they have more fun, and white parents seem cooler. i don't like being chinese. chinese people, chinese exams, chinese shows, chinese bands and chinese anything annoy the shit out of me. I WANT TO BE RELOCATED HALFWAY ACROSS THE GLOBE DAMN IT.



for some reason i haven't been feeling very social, and i wish i was.

an apology to most people, because i suck at human contact and i haven't really talked to anyone in a while. i don't know what to say anymore. but i feel really bad for slowly inching out of contact. but i still love you all, really.



what do the joy luck club mothers have in common? they all use Kleenex tissue!



i re-did my study timetable for the 14th time today. the chances of me actually finishing it though, are slim cos i'm lazy as hell.

maybe it was fate all along, that faith was just an illusion that somehow you're in control. im not denying any possibility, good or bad. if there is a choice, dear god or whatever you are, here's where the odds should be placed.

"The thing about growing up with Fred and George," said Ginny thoughtfully, "is that you sort of start thinking anything's possible if you've got enough nerve."