i declare today, july 30th, the start of my revision! *jazz hands* rainy summer days made me sleepy. and sad. and if i dont stop being a cocktard i'll not get anything done and i'll do badly for o levels and i wont be able to get into a good jc and everyone will throw stones at me :(

anyone want to go study?

on another note, thank god for tyl, jy, ry, ophe and xh.

tyl, thank you for waking up extremely early practically everyday so that i can talk to you online after school. you've been a great comfort to me, like as much as anne frank's diary was to her.

jy, you've been such a great friend, really. when everyone else are(is?) gone, i see you there for me. im sorry for being such a bitch. but no matter what happens, we'll still have each other right? i'll be there for you, these five words i swear to you.

ry, i dunno, just.. thanks. thanks for everything, like staying out late with me, helping me do one chinese compo although its more crap than mine, listening to me rant, treating me to free supper, free prata, umm and the hotwheels, and tupperwares. :D

ophe, thank you for your constant encouragement. even though im not really close to you, i know i can always count on you, that you'll lend me your both ear whenever i require. a mature mind like yours really makes a great difference to me.

xinhui! you're a really great friend since back in P5 haha, we used to have jelly together every recess. and, god, you make the best maths tutor. both maths. serious. without you i'd still be getting like, what, 10% for both maths.

if i lose any one of you, i'd be really sad.



havent really got around to doing much studying or anything productive. unless you count letting my skin grow on the computer chair or re-re-re-reading potter in bed. seriously. i need to blast heavy metal (or some shit like that) and press down on headphones until it feels like theres noise pounding on my head and taking up my entire brain and pushing all the other stuff out.

can someone please ask me how am i? cos im not okay and you'd be a miracle among people. i mean, seriously folks. you'd be my hero.



ok i know this is my second post today. i got a phone call from a highly amusing girl. she talks fast like jon, literally non stop for an entire 3mins before i could talk. im polite that way, i dont interrupt.

"hi im grace calling from citibank and the reason why im calling you is... 1.3%... bla bla.. wondering if you're free to come down this weekend." "HUH?" "ni hui jiang hua yi ma? sorry my chinese is not very good." "yea but i can speak english also." "oh, (talks slower) im grace calling from citibank--" "er i didnt get what you meant." "oh, oh, sorry. how old are you?" "im 16 and my mummy isnt home." "oh. ok sorry, maybe i call back some other time?" "ok." "thank you."



i finished re-reading the outsiders today! i love that book, it was my sec 2 literature book and its still good. yeah so i like, went to you-tube to search for the movie. matt dillon was so hot as dally, why did he have to grow old. awwww. he was in a recent, ok not very recent, movie too. you me and dupree in 2006.

anyway. the outsiders movie:
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11
stay gold! :D



woo. i caught potter with f2348 plus jon. im so happy. apparently, potter movie wasnt as good as the book as usual. they switched scenes so fast its like watching a powerpoint slideshow. and the part where sirius fell back, i thought it looked like some abstract desktop wallpaper. but im still happy.

shagged.



good mates, im feeling a lot better. :D

chem pract. me and ka's stuff were horribly wrong as usual. but we had a good laugh over partaycles.



whispers, hello, i've missed you quite terribly.



my nose hurts much from an entire day of sniffing blowing rubbing. its all red now. and my eyes are watery. its like having so much sewage in your nose, that it chokes up your windpipe and throat. i've swallowed so much green slimey stuff from my nose into my throat today. is the windpipe and throat even connected.

i keep sneezing every few minutes and my throat is still sore. i feel horrigible.


aha, stop spamming me with anymore strepsils please. i've got more than enough.


ry you best you know. lol.



um so like, i had chinese oral today, o level. yes. kelvin tan was damn kao bei. i swear i would have punched his nose till it bleed blood. blud blud blud. ok anyway, the examiners were friendly, too bad i screwed the passage badly. i couldnt read those two words that kept appearing all over the passage and im all, shit. so after the passage i was so nervous i couldnt really conver with the examiners. plus, when i sat down i tripped on the chair a bit. they must think im stupid or something already.

but its over.

ok jiaying quick come club at my void deck lol.

"The thing about growing up with Fred and George," said Ginny thoughtfully, "is that you sort of start thinking anything's possible if you've got enough nerve."