{ Saturday, April 07, 2007 } 6:22 PM
i was so nervous that somehow i managed to tap in w/o my ezlink card. so i followed some random aunty out at the far end away from the passenger service place, and asked mummy to bring down my ezlink. i saw shawn for barely 1 hr. and because of sth he told me, IM SAD. so i didnt go meet cel at vivo. and as i trudged up the effing long flight of stairs, cos the escalator at serangoon mrt exit A (or is it B. or C. or D.) wasnt working, it started pissing rain outside. and as im too lazy to take the longer way home, and am not at all bothered by the rain at that moment, i lumbered through the shorter route in the rain, causing my beloved chucks to be totally soaked in rainwater.
when i reached home, the only thing on my mind was to drown my sorrows in a warm bath. given my lack of intelligence, i didnt even bother to empty my pockets. which resulted in $20 being thrown into and tossed around in the washing machine. i locked myself in my room and started opening and snapping shut my wallet out of boredom. i was like. mm! money makes me happy! mm! how much money have i! and i was horrified to find only 20cents in my wallet. this scared the shit out of me so i sprinted to the washing machine to retrieve two very crumpled and pathetic looking ten dollar notes.
the only positive note i can end this on is that my ten dollar notes are ok.
"human beings seem to have a basic design flaw. we're a fucked up species, striving to be healthy and happy while simultaneously destroying ourselves and each other in a million different ways." i quote the one who thinks life sucks.
i shld stop moping and just get out. but sigh. i have a free weekend and no one to go out with. im so tempted to catch a movie by my lonesome self. or waste my life away at the arcade. but no, im too sad to move an inch out of the door. weep weep weep weep. dang, i wish i had amath homework to do right now.
